*damn it*

Alright, so today a new bestie of mine met -him-. She seems to think that these feeling are mutual, purely based on our.... BODY LANGUAGE! The flirting is unbarable...FUN, but I'm not sure how much longer I can just keep on flirting... I want more. I need more.

Yes, so. today, I managed to get myself into a pretty akward position (): This all started with a freeby pen, an exposed arm, and a major desire to write on people's skin. So... here is what happened... I (being the noob that I am) decided that it would be a fun idea to write on -his- exposed arm. I missed. so I tried again... he started fighting back... we had a pen war, and I ended up getting pen on his neck (: (damn I'm good with a pen :P ) The war was over..... or so it had seemed... but... sneak attack! He grabs me, basically bear hugs me (I went with it) and my friend yells "Oh why don't you two just make out already!" Ugh. I was so embarassed! Oh well!OH! And later, I managed to get some red pen on my cheek... thanks to an outside source. (: Him and I then went outside together to look at a smashed up car (it was accident awareness day today) and we I came back in I went up to my friend and asked her if I had any red on my cheek (her being oblivious to the fact that I had gotten pen on it earlier) it blew me away... she responded with " What did he kiss you" (: BAHA. yes.. because he wears lipstick right? :P

Alright... so... that's wasn't totally akward... but it was strange nonetheless...And I liked it (: XD

UGH. Semi Formal was going to be my chance. We'd dance, we'd laugh, we'd have an unforgettable time... but... topple, topple, boom... my plans came crashing down on me. My friend was doing some investigating... and found out that he probably isn't going to it. Well... there may be hope yet. So... maybe he says that he's not going to it... atm... but I bet I could talk him into it... I'm pretty presuasive ;)

A part of me hopes that all of this passes, but a very large part of me is telling me not to let this one go ♥ This is so confusing... and all that I have to say... is... Damn It!