*Sand*

With every passing day, my life seems to get more and more complicated. I know that I'm probably drastically overthinking things... but I just can't help it. As sand continues to fall without fail into the other half of the glass, I can't help but to feel sad, reasons being that I feel as if I'm wasting time. I keep on dwelling on my decisions and keep on letting opportunities pass me by. I've let several people, in which I care deeply about, slip through my fingers because I was too scared to do anything about it. Damn my overthinging brain.
I think what I need is a vacation. A time that I can just escape from all of my problems and possibly find some romance with someone who has never met me before. I would simply be myself. If we fell in love, I would know that it was real. for he would love me for me, and not who I've been trying to be. I am a good person. I am a kind person. I am a passionate person, who only deserves the best. my mom tells me this when I'm feeling down (:
I'm making a pact. Right here. Right now.----> Be me. Be the best I can be. Love as I would like to be loved. Be a friend a friend would like to have.<---- I'll live by it, pass it down to my children, and hopefully be a better person for it. I will NOT let another moment pass me by, and I will live each day as if it were my last. This is a fool- proof plan for today could indeed be my last, and I have to make EVERYDAY count. tick. tick. tick. the sand is still falling.